Tue
Feb
9
She gets every smile and fear
Sun
Feb
7
always second-best.
it’s hardly a secret that i envy people, especially you, for so many things. you’re better at making friends than i am, better at getting close to people. i think that’s the main thing really. it’s almost no surprise that he likes you, but i’m not mad. if i thought he had turned me down because he liked you, i might be more upset, but it’s fine. honestly if you can be the person to “cheer him up” and show him that it’s worth it to trust people again, by all means.
obviously i’m still bummed that he didn’t choose me, but that’s fine too. we’re becoming pretty decent friends which is good enough for me.
and you really have to stop thinking i’m going to hate you for things like this. it’s going to take so much more than that for you to get rid of me hahah. even if i envy you for so much, you’re still my best friend. you’d have to purposefully hurt me for me to be mad. so chill out, and go for it if that’s what you want. you has my blessing lol.
!!! We need to talk about it more because I don’t wanna upset you. I feel so bad. :(
And right now, I honestly don’t know what to do. I don’t think he’s very happy with me. :/ I wish he would stay this week, but he told Josh that he’s gonna go back with them, so I dunno. I dunno what to do. I’m gonna call you tomorrow though.
Sat
Feb
6
Judging just by the past two hours
(and the five giggling boys in my living room), this weekend is going to be interesting.
Now to sleep for an hour and a half.
fjdskafjdkldf I WANT TO BE THEEEERE.
I wish you were! :(
I needa talk to you, yo. Blah. I really want to talk to you like right now but it’s 5 am so I know you’re asleep. I should be asleep but I can’t, or whatever, I don’t know. I’m so out of it. I might email you. Yea.
Fri
Feb
5
Judging just by the past two hours
(and the five giggling boys in my living room), this weekend is going to be interesting.
Now to sleep for an hour and a half.
Wed
Feb
3
Caity is probably the only person that will find this amusing.
- Spencer: Hey ASS-ley.
- Me: pfft, be nicer to me or I won't feed you this weekend.
- Spencer: I was actually going to ask if you have enough money saved up to pay potential bail haha
- Me: hahaha whaa?
- Spencer: Well you see I plan on getting arrested during my visit to sf.
- Me: why would you plan on doing that?
- Spencer: Because it'd be funderful?
- Me: I don't agree, and I'm not bailing you out so don't get arrested :)
- Spencer: What the fuck, I thought we were friends!
- Me: Of course we're friends, love, but you don't need to get arrested.
- Spencer: Nobody NEEDS TO DO anything. It's just fun!
- Me: how is sitting in jail fun?
- Spencer: It's the rape part that interests me.
- Me: That's not surprising to me at all. Maybe Ochocinco will be around.
- Spencer: I've heard he pees mountain dew throwback and ejaculates pepsi throwback
- Me: no wonder you're down to be in jail with him.
Day 030. 02/02/10
Oh God, how much does it take for us to be loved? For us to be saved? We all are birds stuck inside our cage, covered up with praise. And behind our saints we hide our face. Oh, the numbers come. Yeah, they’re dialing in. We can’t help but to compare ourselves again.
Birds - Deas Vail
I love that song so much <3
I know. I thought of you while doing this and that’s why I tagged you, so I knew you would see it :)
:D Thank you!
This is the Sea Organ in Zadar, Croatia. I went here in 2005. Just stumbled upon it my the harbor on a walk. Very interesting noise. If I lived in the city, I would probably go here a lot .
Ah, that’s really cool.
Day 030. 02/02/10
Oh God, how much does it take for us to be loved? For us to be saved? We all are birds stuck inside our cage, covered up with praise. And behind our saints we hide our face. Oh, the numbers come. Yeah, they’re dialing in. We can’t help but to compare ourselves again.
Birds - Deas Vail
I love that song so much <3
